80s Adolescent Angst: impossible love triangles -- 02.09.89

Why blog the 80s?

Due to not-so-popular yet compelling demand, I'm blogging my high school diary entries from the late eighties and early nineties.

You are more likely to enjoy this blog if:
- You were born between 1970 and 1976.
- You thought George Michael would fall in love with you if he only got to know you.
- Your Aquanet consumption easily exceeded one fushia aerosol can per month.
- You penned at least one angsty poem per week about your latest crush.
- You assiduously nursed all legitimate bouts of melancholia into sustained periods of truly impressive despair. When you consulted your journals weeks after writing about each episode, you moved yourself to tears.

Hiya! Well, I transferred and I'm doing pretty good. My classes are mass easy and I've made lots of new friends. The only problem is I miss NTHS more than I thought I would.

I got to THS thinking I didn't like Matt anymore. Well I do. And he likes one of my friends who also likes him a lot. So, I'm stuck. Life is so confusing. I wrote a poem about how I feel about Matt. It's called Crushed.

We also sing a song in Choir called "Here within My Heart" and when we sing it I think of Matt and I hurt somewhere deep deep down inside. It's so tragically romantic!

I'm supposed to go on a date tomorrow with some junior from my 6th period class. I just like Matt so much and it's so impossible that I'm doing everything to forget him.

I better go!